Please Stay, Love — I’m Sorry I was Focused on My Heartbreak Instead of You
Please stay.
I know I’ve been focused on my everyday heartbreak, but suddenly it doesn’t matter anymore.
You are all that matters.
You are all I want.
I want you in my life.
I need you in my life.
I couldn’t bear to lose you now.
Not yet.
It’s too soon.
Way too soon.
Not because I’m selfish and I just want you to stay.
Even though I am. And I do.
But simply because your light is just so needed in this world.
By me.
By all of us around you.
We need to bathe in your brilliant light.
Absorb your life-giving energy.
Breathe in your whole being because you are a breath of fresh air.
I might not have faced my own mortality yet, but I seen a tiny glimpse of yours and I am not ready to live in a world without you yet.
Maybe ever.
My heart is only beginning to understand this.
